Léo;

I'm so tired of this meaningless sex and it tortures me that the only person I've ever loved I didn't have the oportunity to fuck.
Guilherme told to forgive myself from anything I have done, so I can allow myself to be happy and opened to new people and experiences, but I just can't. I can't forgive myself, it's just too hard. Sometimes I think that I'm so absorbed in my own darkness that I like it here.
I know I'm not my mistakes, but sometimes It's just so hard to cope with that, so I wear it like a coat.